Category Archives: my life as it is

shits i want to say but not dare coz too many people around. thoughts i want to share but not sure coz noone is there.

Random 2016

Music// Cass McComb – Mangy Love Swet Shop Boys – Cashmere Bigbang – Made BadBadNotGood – IV TV/ Film// The Night Of Game of Thrones S6 Last Week Tonight With John Oliver (The bit I can watch on YouTube anyway…) … Continue reading

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Repost – FB Random

(1) 對上一次看Pixar原來已經是5年前的Toy Story 3,昨天看了Inside Out,某一兩幕眼淚不聽話地硬要跑出來,但又覺得摷袋搵紙巾樣衰,只好以最少幅度的動作隨手抹去就算。其實就是簡單不過的道理:快樂便把記憶好好留住,悲傷必須找友好傾訴,憤怒便發洩出來 (preferably on死物),尖酸刻薄disgust之時以幽默感包裝一下cynicism,面對恐懼唯一方法是了解,因為你恐懼的通常不是你明白的東西,而是在黑暗中的uncertainty。 學得透徹便升仙,但會很悶;學習中的生活很豐富,很多東西跟人分享;拒絕學習處理情緒,做一個100%的正面撚,或是一個負能量超標明明有好事發生都可以趕走的人,其實很趕客 – 你可能很沉溺自己的自我感覺良好或emo人生,但做朋友或情人其實很有壓力,也很無癮。 (睇完戲想起陳慧嫻的<把悲傷看透時>,但 youtube 沒有,所以找了張眼神 fanart。) (2) 話說有人說想看Jurassic World,眉飛色舞地憶述人生第一次入戲院就是看Jurassic Park,7歲的他驚到標屎,那隻T Rex大概define了他的童年。但其實我連Jurassic Park都沒有看過,於是被吩咐要重溫第一集。結果昨晚終於在另一個朋友家看了Jurassic Park,那隻T Rex一出場便覺得很流很想笑,卻想著那個7歲𡃁仔雙手掩面又忍唔住在手指罅偷看銀幕的情景。That moment is priceless。(而我最早的戲院回憶是老豆帶我去睇Batman Forever ,之後買埋隻soundtrack聽Kiss from a Rose,同埋覺得U2好難聽。)  越長大越冷血,被電影音樂文字震撼的時刻買少見少,炸晒成個銀河系我都無動於衷。然後整天想起這首歌。

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2014 Random

Random stuff I enjoyed this year:  Music// Sharon van Etten –Are We There Dakota Suite & Quentin Sirjacq – There is Calm to be Done Jay Brannan – Always, Then, & Now SBTRKT – Wonder Where We Land Maybeshewill – … Continue reading

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“echo”

The other day I was grumpy about the traffics (thats pretty much the only thing they gets me grumpy everyday) but then I thought of it the reverse way… I should be happy that I don’t have to do it … Continue reading

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We’ve come so far to give up who we are.

I can’t believe all these things happening to me these few years. So much ups and downs. And now, a dream comes true. All I long for and imagine last few years. Just make things happen, everyone. 

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2013, I don’t know what to say

也沒有什麼好說吧,一向不喜歡何韻詩,但聽聞她拿了叱吒女歌手獎說了什麼最大的得著是要成為自己喜愛的人之類的感言,這也是上年修畢了BB班、今年繼續升小學的終身學習吧。我已經由80分討厭自己,進步成60分討厭自己了,希望再過兩年大躍進,會開始欣賞自己吧!今年除了Tizzy Bac,以下這首歌未po過,也想po一下。(其實整張《優與美》也很有代表性,曲詞編唱也很喜歡,好耐沒有聽到這樣感動又振作的唱片了。)  

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I was awake in the middle of the night a few days ago thinking the same question my high school friends were asking me last night over a drink – where does my distance, my indifference and my complete lack … Continue reading

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